theultimatesina

 Sometimes i feel inspiration is a call from some where more than a thought. when i watch a show or movie i think, "what a dimension that would be to live in". especially shows like Inuyasha. After watching that show i had revelations, and visions, of this dimension as if i was there. i m so confused, was i there was i apart of it. i am either crazy or i am on to something. That would be cool But its an undeniable feeling. Sometimes i have a deeply emotional freak out thinking about it, feeling and understanding the love and passion that flows from these revelations. Of course no one to talk to about it. So i type to my self. Type and type. S

"Space-Dye Vest" Falling through pages of Martens on angels Feeling my heart pull west I saw the future dressed as a stranger love in a space-dye vest Love is an act of blood and I'm bleeding a pool in the shape of a heart Beauty projection in the reflection Always the worst way to start [Sample is Julian Sands from the film "A Room With A View".] "But he's the sort who can't know anyone intimately, least of all a woman. He doesn't know what a woman is. He wants you for a possession, something to look at like a painting or an ivory box. Something to own and to display. He doesn't want you to be real, or to think or to live.

"The Mirror" Temptation- Why won't you leave me alone? Lurking Every Corner, everywhere I go Self Control- Don't turn your back on me now When I need you the most Constant pressure tests my will My will or my won't My Self Control escapes from me still... Hypocrite- How could you be so cruel and expect my faith in return? Resistance- Is not as hard as it seems When you close the door I spent so long trusting in you I trust you forgot Just when I thought I believed in you... [Sample is Meryl Streep from the film "Falling In Love".] "What're you doing? What're you doing?" It's time for me to deal Becoming all too real l