Sometimes i feel inspiration is a call from some where more than a thought. when i watch a show or movie i think, "what a dimension that would be to live in". especially shows like Inuyasha. After watching that show i had revelations, and visions, of this dimension as if i was there. i m so confused, was i there was i apart of it. i am either crazy or i am on to something. That would be cool But its an undeniable feeling. Sometimes i have a deeply emotional freak out thinking about it, feeling and understanding the love and passion that flows from these revelations. Of course no one to talk to about it. So i type to my self. Type and type. Some times i seek regression. but to transcend. I worship the old gods or the Goatia as some will have herd. along with Satan. ill ask them in the end. if your christian than i deeply respect you and i am probable the only satanist to respect Christianity. So is life, once you start living it becomes too late.