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"Space-Dye Vest"

Falling through pages of Martens on angels
Feeling my heart pull west
I saw the future dressed as a stranger
love in a space-dye vest

Love is an act of blood and I'm bleeding
a pool in the shape of a heart
Beauty projection in the reflection
Always the worst way to start

[Sample is Julian Sands from the film "A Room With A View".]
"But he's the sort who can't know
anyone intimately, least of all a
woman. He doesn't know what a woman
is. He wants you for a possession, 
something to look at like a painting or an ivory box. 
Something to own and to display. He doesn't want you to be real, 
or to think or to live. He doesn't love you, but I love you. 
I want you to have your own thoughts and ideas and 
feelings, even when
I hold you in my arms. It's our last chance... It's our 
last chance..."

Now that you're gone I'm trying to take it
Learning to swallow the rage
Found a new girl I think we can make it
as long as she stays on the page

This is not how I want it to end
And I'll never be open again

[Sample from "The Trouble With Evan", from the Canadian series "The Fifth Estate".]
"...I was gonna move out...ummm...get,
get a job, get my own place, ummm, 
but... I go into the mall where I
want to work and they tell me, I'm, 
I was too young..."

[Sample is Jim Hill from a news commentary about the OJ Simpson freeway chase.]
"Some people, gave advice before,
about facing the facts, about
facing reality. And this is, this
without a doubt, is his biggest 
challenge ever. He's going to have to face it. 
You're gonna have to try, he's gonna to have to try and, 
uh, and, and, and get some help here. I mean no one can 
say they know how he feels."

[Sample from the Conan O'Brien show.]
"That, so they say that, in ya know
like, Houston or something, you'd
say it's a hundred and eighty degrees, 
but it's a dry heat.
In Houston they say that?
Oh, maybe not. I'm all mixed up.
Dry until they hit the swimming pool."

[Sample from "The Trouble With Evan", from the Canadian series "The Fifth Estate".]
"...I get up with the sun... Listen.
You have your own room to sleep in,
I don't care what you do. I don't
care when. That door gets locked, 
that door gets locked at night by nine o'clock. 
If you're not in this house by nine o'clock, then you'd 
better find some 
place to sleep. Because you're not going to be a bum in 
this house. 
Supper is ready..."

There's no one to take my blame
if they wanted to
There's nothing to keep me sane
and it's all the same to you
There's nowhere to set my aim
so I'm everywhere
Never come near me again
do you really think I need you

I'll never be open again, I could never be open again.
I'll never be open again, I could never be open again.

And I'll smile and I'll learn to pretend
And I'll never be open again
And I'll have no more dreams to defend
And I'll never be open again
"The Mirror"

Temptation-
Why won't you leave me alone?
Lurking Every Corner, everywhere I go

Self Control-
Don't turn your back on me now
When I need you the most

Constant pressure tests my will
My will or my won't
My Self Control escapes from me still...

Hypocrite-
How could you be so cruel
and expect my faith in return?

Resistance-
Is not as hard as it seems
When you close the door

I spent so long trusting in you
I trust you forgot
Just when I thought I believed in you...

[Sample is Meryl Streep from the film "Falling In Love".]
"What're you doing? 
What're you doing?"

It's time for me to deal
Becoming all too real
living in fear-
Why did you lie and pretend?
This has come to an end
I'll never trust you again
It's time you made your amends
Look in the mirror my friend

[Sample is Jeremy Irons from the film "Damage".]
"That I haven't behaved as I should"
[Sample is Mary Beth Hurt from the film "Light Sleeper".]
"Everything you need is around you. The only danger is inside you."
[Sample is Jeremy Irons from the film "Damage".]
"I thought you could control life, but it's not like that. There are things you can't control."

Let's stare the problem right in the eye
It's plagued me from coast to coast
Racing the clock to please everyone
All but the one who matters the most

Reflections of reality
are slowly coming into view
How in the hell could you possibly forgive me?
After all the hell I put you through

It's time for me to deal
Becoming all too real
living in fear-
Why'd I betray my friend?
Lying until the end
Living life so pretend
It's time to make my amends
I'll never hurt you again
"Space-Dye Vest"

Falling through pages of Martens on angels
Feeling my heart pull west
I saw the future dressed as a stranger
love in a space-dye vest

Love is an act of blood and I'm bleeding
a pool in the shape of a heart
Beauty projection in the reflection
Always the worst way to start

[Sample is Julian Sands from the film "A Room With A View".]
"But he's the sort who can't know
anyone intimately, least of all a
woman. He doesn't know what a woman
is. He wants you for a possession, 
something to look at like a painting or an ivory box. 
Something to own and to display. He doesn't want you to be real, 
or to think or to live. He doesn't love you, but I love you. 
I want you to have your own thoughts and ideas and 
feelings, even when
I hold you in my arms. It's our last chance... It's our 
last chance..."

Now that you're gone I'm trying to take it
Learning to swallow the rage
Found a new girl I think we can make it
as long as she stays on the page

This is not how I want it to end
And I'll never be open again

[Sample from "The Trouble With Evan", from the Canadian series "The Fifth Estate".]
"...I was gonna move out...ummm...get,
get a job, get my own place, ummm, 
but... I go into the mall where I
want to work and they tell me, I'm, 
I was too young..."

[Sample is Jim Hill from a news commentary about the OJ Simpson freeway chase.]
"Some people, gave advice before,
about facing the facts, about
facing reality. And this is, this
without a doubt, is his biggest 
challenge ever. He's going to have to face it. 
You're gonna have to try, he's gonna to have to try and, 
uh, and, and, and get some help here. I mean no one can 
say they know how he feels."

[Sample from the Conan O'Brien show.]
"That, so they say that, in ya know
like, Houston or something, you'd
say it's a hundred and eighty degrees, 
but it's a dry heat.
In Houston they say that?
Oh, maybe not. I'm all mixed up.
Dry until they hit the swimming pool."

[Sample from "The Trouble With Evan", from the Canadian series "The Fifth Estate".]
"...I get up with the sun... Listen.
You have your own room to sleep in,
I don't care what you do. I don't
care when. That door gets locked, 
that door gets locked at night by nine o'clock. 
If you're not in this house by nine o'clock, then you'd 
better find some 
place to sleep. Because you're not going to be a bum in 
this house. 
Supper is ready..."

There's no one to take my blame
if they wanted to
There's nothing to keep me sane
and it's all the same to you
There's nowhere to set my aim
so I'm everywhere
Never come near me again
do you really think I need you

I'll never be open again, I could never be open again.
I'll never be open again, I could never be open again.

And I'll smile and I'll learn to pretend
And I'll never be open again
And I'll have no more dreams to defend
And I'll never be open again

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:iconwolffang999:
wolffang999 Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2014  New member Hobbyist
I like the Space Dye Vest very creative 
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theultimatesina Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2014  Student Artist
your most welcome
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Amalika Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2014  Hobbyist
Thanks for watching me - I appreciate it a lot!
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theultimatesina Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2013  Student Artist
yes I know im just joking around
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T0mHiddlest0n Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2013  Student Interface Designer
Well, I'm sure you can find people!
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theultimatesina Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2013  Student Artist
oh yeah of course but besides god.
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:icont0mhiddlest0n:
T0mHiddlest0n Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2013  Student Interface Designer
You're never alone. You have God. ^^
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theultimatesina Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2013  Student Artist
good. now im not alone.
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:icont0mhiddlest0n:
T0mHiddlest0n Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2013  Student Interface Designer
Yah, me too! I know how you feel.
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theultimatesina Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2013  Student Artist
yeah its ok and I know im really good in English especially on the creative writing. my grammer can be off some times
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T0mHiddlest0n Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2013  Student Interface Designer
I appreciate that critique you did on the photo of me..  I just saw it, I'm sorry I never replied. But thank you, you're a talented writer.
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StephanoHandler123 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2013  Student Filmographer
YO, check out the black albinos thing i made. (its aidan) and its on my prof btw
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theultimatesina Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2013  Student Artist
your welcome
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rudeboy308 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2013
Thanks for the fave.
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theultimatesina Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2013  Student Artist
yes I am very much insane but get this I hate drugs and have never done drugs besides te over the counter stuff you get when your really sick
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DeanIsBatman321 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
>> You're insane
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theultimatesina Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2013  Student Artist
oh nothing im on the moon with morgan free men where are you and what are you talking about
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DeanIsBatman321 Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
What're you talking about
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:icontheultimatesina:
theultimatesina Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2013  Student Artist
well you sound like something happened so what happened
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DeanIsBatman321 Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I wonder why.
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theultimatesina Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2013  Student Artist
yup just like everyone else
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:icondeanisbatman321:
DeanIsBatman321 Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2013  Hobbyist Writer

Okay. Hormonal much?

Dude, I don't care.

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theultimatesina Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2013  Student Artist
its not really a task and I don't care about it any more. there seems to be no one in the world for me
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DeanIsBatman321 Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
what task
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theultimatesina Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2013  Student Artist
You know I don't understand I've gone threw so much shit to get to were I am and I am still at a 50% chance of completing my task
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